Today

These days i'm pretty thoughtful. i'm shifting back to old me, i guess!, with some new changes in favor of my own good. I'm thankful for everything i got from this experience father, it felt nice, it felt deeply good. i have overcome and now see things as the way i should, things that are , things that was and things that will be. i want too acheive and embrace my success under your banner, hold with my hand, feel it there exists what i look for, what i seek. so much runs in my mind, some of my plans are detemined as i see your helps and i feel i should step up for them, some are still in the process of being shaped, partly completed but not fully ensured, i still need to have some backdoors to run and ladders to clime. and some have just layed there with nude structure of skeleton, well, so much is left to build for future.and of course, i haven't forgotten that you always provided me with unexpected presents of yours! i'm thankful for those too. i requested for the favor of your help for one thing, i know you've heard it , i assume thats why you stoped me doing couple of things which moved me far from the goal i asked you to consider for me! tell me if i need to know, show me the path to follow and help me to achieve it. this one is all in your control to make it become true. so, i wait to see your magic father. thank you for everything! :-)

روز اول

روز اول کار بد نبود. گرچه که کلاس مبتدی بهم دادن و هر چی میگفتی متوجه نمیشدن. ولی بازم خوب بود. ساعتم 10 دقیقه عقب بود و اشتباهی بچه هارو یک 7 یا 8 دقیقه ای بیشتر نگه داشتم. فکر کنم تو دلشون یه چیزی بهم گفتن ولی عیب نداره چون اگه منم جاشون بودم همین برخورد رو می کردم. از دوشنبه باید ساعت 3 تا 5 برم observe و بد برم سر کلاس خودم.

روز اول ترم دانشگاه. نمی دونم چی بگم ولی ایدوارم خوب باشه. این ترم.